stepping through an open door

well i am going to ecuador. I am excited! I don't really know where my head has been the past few months but a door has opened and i'm stepping into it. Europe can wait for another time, i'm in no rush, well i don't want to be in a rush. I will be helping out in an orphanage from March 29 - June 07 2010. An adventure. I'm really stoked about it and just wanted to mark this as the first yes, the first "for sure" decision that has been made and it feels dang good. there's this feeling once you've pressed the "book this flight" button. and i can't really explain it but it's scary and exciting all at the same time. I'm just really stepping into a for sure unknown here. and i've realized that's just the way God rolls and i would like to roll with him if i could only shut out the other side of me that wants to answer peoples "why" and "are you crazy" questions. those answers don't matter because i'm going on an adventure with my Father and it's going to be scary and exciting and wonderful.